Self love and honesty. Life with pnd.
What happens when you get set a challenge on what you love about yourself and you can't think of a single thing. I sat and I wracked my brain, I couldn't think of anything, I can barely look in the mirror, my hairs still falling out, my acne is awful, I am uncomfortable in my own body. So I thought about my personality and started putting myself down again. What is wrong with me, surely I have something I like about myself. But I don't. It's time to stop suffering in silence, it's time to face the facts, that nearly a year on, I'm not feeling any love, I have ptsd, anxiety and yes the dreaded shame to be spoken about Post natal depression. Like any woman falling pregnant your full of excitement, elation and uncertainty. But what happens when things go wrong? How do you cope? What happens when your experience of motherhood is a challenge and traumatic. So what happens when you get Gestational Diabetes and your pregnancy turns into a tim